It's Black and It's White.

05 March 2010

Will update went i'm back in

singapore.

ok SQUID??

04 December 2009

I'm supposed to update this yesterday, but I ended up sleeping nearly the whole night through.

I browsed through his fb account as per usual, nothing better to do. Since I can't see him, might as well see his pictures right, hehe. No la, just kidding. So I read his recent post, and through there I already knew the outcome of the match. But still, being the action nk hear his reaction kinda person, I called him up. He's excited la, like winning $1 000 000 gitu, hehe. The money can do duit hantaran k, hahaha! :P:P I can guarantee he'll find me crazy after reading this. And result of winning? Muscle strain. And he still had his morning run just now. I don't know how guys manage to do it. (Impressed for awhile.) Talking about soccer, I'm still learning about the theory. Surrounded by boys here, what d'you expect. I used to see abang and dad play takraw at the court when I was still four, and I love it. Then they brought me to see a football match when we were still staying in Bedok, the atmosphere? Awesome. That's all there is to it, haha. Then I hated soccer for no reason, then I started to get interested again. If you throw me soccer ball, I won't know what to do with it, but if you throw me racquet and tennis balls, I know. But still, I like to watch soccer now okay, eventhough I don't have any favourite players. Abang is a referee, so that doesn't count as a soccer player now right, cos all he does in his training is blow whistles and run around the tracks like crazy. He can be my favourite referee player. Maybe Hazli might be my first. And lastly, the one news which I've been counting down to is gonna be tomorrow morning! Yay. Hehe. Fetch, then erm. I still don't know what the plan is. Have preparation for SC event on the day itself, then SC event the next morning. Ahhh. Who goes back to school on a weekend? Before I widen this post til one full page, I guess this is it. I'll pujok him to update when he comes back kay. Love you dear, I'll see you tomorrow morning. :D:D

P.s. I'll love you til the end.
I finally watched that show, I know it's been eons. Shhh.

02 December 2009

To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn’t think could be real,
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can’t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, “I miss you?”

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I’m wasting away.
I know I’ll see you soon again, whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

I MISS YOU - Incubus

“You have only been gone ten days,...”
That’s the only difference. I miss him.

And yea, three days and he’s finally home.
Have you grown fatter? Have you grown darker?
Haha. These are dumb questions to start off with.
Been always hearing his tired voice, I hope he comes back alive. I mean, awake alive.
“D Though sleeping til 3pm will be a must, I will close one eye for that, hehe. Love you my dear.

20 November 2009

Fifteen days.
Wife here (haha!). Anyway, I just finished booking his flight, finally. Kind of irritated with some of the more bombastic words there, til I had to call him more than five times, and go to dictionary.com just to find the meaning. Haha, where's my good english gone to? Deep down into the drain. Tsk tsk.

Well, I won't be updating much until December, since next week's the start of my study week, followed by exams. These past few weeks has been filled with mock tests too, which the past cohorts didn't get to sit. Bad weeks, but good in a way. Great marks too, wee! Hehe. Okay, so I'll try writing as much as I can here. Once again, minus of the workloads, dear husband has been doing fine. & as I've said earlier, and if you noticed, he'll be coming back again, soon, very soon. (Heart's skipping merrily after confirming his flight, hehe.) Will be staying over at school too (for a First Aider event) on his return day, and I'm still wondering how I'm gonna settle that. Tired is one thing, hmm, I'll figure that one out later. Yay, and we can watch that show, hehe. Even though you cheat and go see abit of it on the net. Nevermind nevermind. ;p Hmm, what else. What else. (Thinking.) Okay give up. I'm just happy that you'll be returning home soon dear, really really happy. :)

(After his call a few minutes back...)
It's a private conversation kay, hehe. & yea people, this update is done.

I love you.

15 November 2009

I miss his singing on the phone, especially "that" song.

Okay so it's Ayun here who's updating,
just in case people thought it was Hazli.
Hehe. Takecr guys. :)

08 November 2009

Lost

Yesterday was really a fuck up day.

I lost my atm card, my friend lost his embassy pass, we got into an accident and one of my was send to hospital for some reason. Really not a day to be keep in memories. But the most important things is, all of us is safe. That is the most important. For now i need my rest. I still need to call my wife. Since this morning she msg i didnt reply. Kecian dier, hehehehe. ILoveYou la kecik!!! Ok gtg now. Will update again went im free. tata!

04 November 2009

He looks hot in traditional baju kurung, almost like a "pengantin" already.
No picture, I'm just saying.
Handsome (meltz meltz!) ;)

(I don't know what to update!) Hmmm. I top-ed up my prepaid just so I could contact him easier. The only thing is, I need an extra phone. I've always been using two, one for prepaid, and another for my line number. So yea, currently, it's just one phone and two sim cards. He's having his performance now, and I'm having a minor going on major headache. & yea, I'm still wondering how I'll do for tomorrow night's dinner with his family without him. And, I'm going straight from school. That means, plain jane! Ahh. Haha. It's okay la. I got to go now, takecr people. & baby, come back safely. :)

22 October 2009

Whenever baby knows I'm using the computer, he'll ask, "Ader update blog?"

I think it's his daily routine that he makes sure that I update for him as well, haha. The thing is, I always run out of ideas when it comes to his blog. The ideas are always in it only when it comes to mine, hahaha (Evil laughter). Well yea, he's resting now. & I'm in school right now, waiting for training to start. It's his blog, so I'll update about his story. He's fine, eating well (chicken everyday), hehe. Just hope he doesn't get sick often. That's the problem that I see whenever he goes there. But he's healthy as ever when he comes back. Change of environment maybe? Either that, or he misses his family and wife very much, haha. Got to go, bye. Loveyou. :)

20 October 2009

We're each too busy to update, but I'll just do a quick one here on his blog before I go to bed. Going to Pending without him was abit awkward, but it was nice seeing his dad again. I miss him (baby I meant, haha). Short conversations on the phone mean alot, minus away my global text bills (haha). But it's okay. Got to rest. Goodnight people, and dear for goodness sake, go upload pictures! & gosh, I look so tiny, haha. Love you.

"I'm counting down the days."

11 October 2009

The Trip

Heyhey!!

After one week straight of working, now im at bangkok for my 2 days rest without people disturbing me.hahahhaha.

The Pattaya trip so damn awesome and fun! Had alot of laughter with my people and alot of screaming at the haunted house!hahahahahahaha.. It was one of the memorable trip that we had gone thru together..hahahaha..pictures will be upload soon arite..

For now i need my beautiful rest..

Take Care people!

"i miss my pretty little wife alot"

04 October 2009

Thailand Again.

Hey People!

Time check 0545am. And im still awake and i only left a few more hour in singapore. Time spend with Family, girlfriend and friends was very very fast, just a blink of an eye, baahhh 9 days gone and seriously im not ready to go back to Thailand. I still got 7 more month to go and everything is done!

To all Pondoksss people. Im gonna miss you guys AGAIN. hahahaha. I promise Aidil to write this a long time ago but couldn't find the time to write this so here it goes. Aidil, Clinton, Shaik, Roi and taufiq, Im gonna miss you guys the most. Cant celebrate the new year in Singapore,so Clinton knowing you for 12years was great, even thes alot of ups and down between us, still a person like you is great to spend times with. And Aidil, 10 years and Shaik 3 years of knowing someone like you guys is a blessing. You guys always be there went i really need someone to talk to and need the advise from. Roi 10 years we had been thru alot together. I treasure our friendship.Thanks Guys!

About my relationship, its been great, Its been 6 years that i know you, You once told me "even i can't be there for you 24/7, but inside my heart i always will be there for you even if we are poles apart". You never fail to make me happy for the last 6 years. I hope that our relationship will last. I love the way we plan our future together. I love the way you cuddle with me, I love the way you look at me, most of all I truly love you Nur Khairunnisa'. I will make it happen for what i had promise you. We will go thru it together even times are bad. I will always Love you. A promise.

Now i really need some rest, been up all night. I will try to update again went im in thailand. If i cant, i still got my beautiful wife to update for me. Heeheehee.

Gtg!

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29 September 2009

Hazli's gone for eid visitings, so tadaah! Here I am once again, updating. "Present?Present??" So that's what he asked from me several times before I gave him his present, haha. Hmmmm. Did some spring cleaning at his place, he did most of it though, hee. Maybe cos I was blur about what things should be put at which place, those kinda stuffs. Sinus was in the way, felt like doing sunctioning on his nose and mucus, I'm not kidding. Haha. I couldn't stay for his takraw game though, wasted. I'll try to make time and watch you play the next time kay. Anyways, had a couple to couple talk while waiting for my 180, haha. "Sayanggg". Enough with our conversation at the traffic light k, hehe. (Hazli's ontheway back!) Tomorrow I'll be out for eid celebration with the classmates, and I don't know what he's gonna do the whole day. Poor baby. But will probably be celebrating eid with him on Wednesday and Thursday. So yea, two consecutive days together. Haha. Not looking forward for this Sunday, believe me when I say this. (I'm on the phone with him now and I can't concentrate on updating anymore, haha) So anymore update will be pretty mundane, hehe. Goodnight people! :)

27 September 2009

bored.

I Love you NurKhairunisa.

24 September 2009

Home Leave

After several times of asking me to update his beloved blog for him, I'm now gonna update kay.

I doubt people will know me though, hehe.

& I heard people really wanna know when he's coming back for Eid, don't ask me, because I've no idea. Surprise surprise! Don't know what else he has up his sleeves this time round. Well, currently he's online, and yet still a lazy bum to update his blog. Fingers too heavy, haha. He has been singing all the way through this Ramadhan and Syawal, has an extremely loud laugh, I swear it's worse than my bros' laughter, but a sweetheart. & garang? Haha. Anyway, won't talk much here, I'll force him to update on his own when he's back kay. Hope he doesn't give me a heart attack when he comes back. The last time I met up with him only lasted a miserable ten minutes or less, which was also on the day I was working, and his flight to Thailand, so obviously this tall guy is missed. Love you.

She's signing off, takecr people.

08 July 2009

A Long Off Day.

Hey guys!

Just come back from Bangkok trip. Stayed at Bangkok for 3 Days and off to Kancanaburi for 2 Days. I had alot of fun and a wonderful trip with my peeps. So lets the photo do the talking arite!

cheers!

The rest will be upload again some other time. Im very tired and lazy to upload.

So Take care guy! And maybe i will be back for Hari Raya Celebration! And if im back, i had some plan to geylang with someone. =)

Bye Earthlings!

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27 June 2009

Appreciate the Love.

It's nice to know that you're secured with that someone. That even if the rain is pouring hard the sky is almost dark, He'll never leave YOU alone. Even if his Friends had left him, he'd still stay by YOUR side, just so you won't feel alone.

It's is good to know that you have someone who'll be willing to help you cope up in every frustrations you're having. Every depressing moments, every down moments, every self-worthless-realization moment, He'd be there, not because YOU want someone to be with YOU, but because he wants to be with YOU.

It's overwhelming when a person tells you that HE LOVE YOU for who you are. HE may not have an ANSWER when YOU ASK him why. but REALLY, he doesn't to have a reasons for loving YOU.

It's a superb feeling when one is willing to take the risk just so you'll be happy. Unselfishness rule in him just so HAPPINESS would take over YOU.

It's good to know that you have someone who'll not have the INTENTIONS of breaking your heart. Instead, HE would be willing to mend it, picking up the broken pieces of your heart that your PAST love have scattered in the ground. HE may not be able to put the pieces back to where they belong, but you shouldn't mind, because he had repaired that heart of yours and fixed it in his own way. He LOVE you in his own way, not the way YOUR past did. He fixed your heart in a different way, to keep you from feeling the pains of your past heartache and to make you feel the love that he's UNSELFISHLY give.

It's a great feeling when that person has every EFFORT to let you feel what HE feels for you. Because of the distractions, you may not hear him SHOUT it to the world. but as long as you feel it, his EFFORTS has paid off, BIG TIME. And when you feel the same way too. HE'd feel as if HE's the LUCKIEST person alive.

WHEN IN FACT, HE IS MORE BLESSED TO HAVE YOU.

p/s: Still waiting.

10 June 2009

Split Open.

Hey guys.

i got into a very stupid and a laughing stock accident just now. Just now we had this maintenance day. We had to chop off some of the grass la. More like a area cleaning.

Went it time for us to have a break. I went to the water point at the vehicle. After i finish drinking, i wanted to throw my cup, Went i bend down i didn't see this sharp thing and BANG! Every single one of them who was with me look and laughed. we though it not that bad and keep on laughing. Suddenly they like shouting saying "Hazli, kepale kau berdarah! aku tk main2. kau masuk dlm rover nie, aku antar kau gi medical center". I thought they were playing, went i touch my head and saw my hand with blood, i just wanted to faint.

After we went to the M.O, everything fell so blur and at that part of time i thought i was dying and even thinking about what will my dying WILL will be. Hahahaha. but luckily the doc say im fine. They even wanted to stitch me up, but i dont want to. Hahahaha. Da sakit2 pun masih degil sak.

Tomorrow will be my busies day. So i need to rest.

Take care guys!

Kepale aku sakit!

Aku pening!

aku nk muntah!

cb tol!

06 June 2009

BANGKOK

Hey people!

Im in Bangkok right now, at last i get my day off. Being working my ass for almost 2 week straight without a rest.

Later going to MBK with Izuan, Syaiful and Aimi. I guess im goin to have fun with them! For now im goin to put all my fcuking problem aside.

Okay guys. I need to get ready now. Will update went i get back.

Bye Duckling!

*No need to be sorry, if that what your bf wanted, then i will be okay with that. I guess i will keep on waiting.

Labels: Living in fantasy world.

30 May 2009

Goldfish Eye.

Hey people.

Today i was really not in the mood to work, I really dont know why, thes something keep bothering me and somehow today the time move really really damn slow sia. After i went for my dinner, I had a really bad headache. I think i keep thinking too much uh.

And to my Bro, Izuan, Happy belated B'day. Sorry didnt col you on your b'day. Will col you went im back to singapore arite bro.

*Ayah.

Mummy.

Ibu.

Adik.

Nabilah.

Bibik.

Kak Ogy.

Aidil.

Alif.

Bear.

Clinton.

Diana.

Haziq.

Izuan.

Hedeyah.

Luqman.

Mimi.

Munir.

Nizam.

Oyan.

Raihan.

Roi.

Shaik.

Shasha.

Taufiq.

Yun.

To the name that had been wrote down, You guys are misses by me alot! That all for today, I will update soon!

Chaoi!

Labels: i broke down every time u are in my mind.

26 May 2009

sick.

Hey people!

Been a very2 long time i never update my blog. One of the reason, No fucking connections or im really not in the mood to update.

Im sick now because of the raining period here. Cb!. Lucky tomorrow not that busy. Hahaha.

So far in Thailand, is good, the people here are friendly and fun. They treat us like a family. It was much fun and enjoying staying here then what i expected. Hahaha. I thought it would be so miserable.

Apart from that, I really miss my family, eventhough they call me every night to ask me hows my day or just to say hello. Hahaha. And my friends, i miss them all. I just cant wait to be back home and hug my family, friends and ct(hopefully uh). Haiya. She didnt called me for 5 days. i miss her alot and keep thinking of her, I think she don't even know that i still need her and love her. Maybe she knows. Theres alot of things running thru my mind, But i will not elaborate any futher.

Hope that i will be back soon. Gonna update u guys if i had the time.

Take Care guys!
misses!

Labels: you will realise that ilysm one fine day.

23 May 2009

miss.

It been a week in thailand, now then i get a fucking conection! Btw im not in the mood to update my blog for some reason. Will update u guys more soon.

Labels: will we be back again?

16 May 2009

Less than a day.

To Taufiq,

I will help you arite bro. Eventhough i can't help you much, I will always be there.

Labels: Nabilah, u are misses.

15 May 2009

worried.

24hrs to go.
My heart is beating fast.
The memories are running thru my mind.
will it be a happy ending for me?

14 May 2009

Family Outing.

Hey People!!

Today family outing was great and fun. First we went to Thailand Embassy To collect my passport. Then go to Snow City. It kinda bored but with my family around we had alot of fun. After that we went Bowling at Marine Bowl.

Im very Lazy to update very long cos im not in the mood right now. I left with 1 fucking day to spend with everybody. Btw i miss Ibu so much. Will meet her at airport on saturday. So guys let the pictures do the talking. Chaoi!