10 December 2009
Dearest darling, I'm updating for you here. Better miss me when you go back.
Wish you don't need to go there again.
A friend introduced this to me,
so here's a couple of paragraphs from that song.
You touch these tired eyes of mine,
and map my face out line by line, and somehow growing old feels fine.
Listen close for I'm not smart,
you wrap your thoughts in works of art, and they're hanging on the walls of my heart.
I may not have the softest touch, I may not say the words as such,
and though I may not look like much, I'm yours.
I know I don't fit in that much, but I'm yours.
You healed these scars over time,
embraced my soul, you loved my mind,
you're the only angel in my life.
I've tried not to count the days down, but somehow, some people, just reminds of the date.
So baby, here's a couple of things I already miss, and loved the moments.
Your perfume.
The way you pat my head.
Playing the guitar til I fell asleep.
Watching you get fed up playing soccer on ps3.
Finally getting to talk to you in peace without any bad reception.
About who's gonna takecare of the children when we're working? Hehe
Practically about the future. Insya allah everything will turn out to be fine.
Oh yea, and the way you learnt those things you wanna learn on virtual dj.
Trust me, I don't know a single thing about that, but I'm happy looking at your enthusiasm.
&,
Our two text messages about "the weird feelings kinda things?",
I've nothing else to say, but to say, I love you with all of my heart.
Hun, is this long enough?
Cos I'm gonna strangle you if you say it isn't. I'm freakingly serious......
I'm making sure you update at least one long post before you go again.
yea, and here's the bonus.
After not updating any pictures for sometime, here's one.
I hope to steal the whole lot of pictures from your place to my memory card asap though,
then post it on fb. etc... hhhehe.
I think I look funny here. I seriously think I do look funny.
I'm dark! OHMIGOD!!!!!OHMIGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay breathe breathe..Darling, I'm okay, really. Hehehe.
I got to update my blog now.
p.s. I love you.
p.p.s. You're one sweet husband. Haha. Night hun.
04 December 2009
I'm supposed to update this yesterday, but I ended up sleeping nearly the whole night through.
I browsed through his fb account as per usual, nothing better to do. Since I can't see him, might as well see his pictures right, hehe. No la, just kidding. So I read his recent post, and through there I already knew the outcome of the match. But still, being the action nk hear his reaction kinda person, I called him up. He's excited la, like winning $1 000 000 gitu, hehe. The money can do duit hantaran k, hahaha! :P:P I can guarantee he'll find me crazy after reading this. And result of winning? Muscle strain. And he still had his morning run just now. I don't know how guys manage to do it. (Impressed for awhile.) Talking about soccer, I'm still learning about the theory. Surrounded by boys here, what d'you expect. I used to see abang and dad play takraw at the court when I was still four, and I love it. Then they brought me to see a football match when we were still staying in Bedok, the atmosphere? Awesome. That's all there is to it, haha. Then I hated soccer for no reason, then I started to get interested again. If you throw me soccer ball, I won't know what to do with it, but if you throw me racquet and tennis balls, I know. But still, I like to watch soccer now okay, eventhough I don't have any favourite players. Abang is a referee, so that doesn't count as a soccer player now right, cos all he does in his training is blow whistles and run around the tracks like crazy. He can be my favourite referee player. Maybe Hazli might be my first. And lastly, the one news which I've been counting down to is gonna be tomorrow morning! Yay. Hehe. Fetch, then erm. I still don't know what the plan is. Have preparation for SC event on the day itself, then SC event the next morning. Ahhh. Who goes back to school on a weekend? Before I widen this post til one full page, I guess this is it. I'll pujok him to update when he comes back kay. Love you dear, I'll see you tomorrow morning. :D:D
I browsed through his fb account as per usual, nothing better to do. Since I can't see him, might as well see his pictures right, hehe. No la, just kidding. So I read his recent post, and through there I already knew the outcome of the match. But still, being the action nk hear his reaction kinda person, I called him up. He's excited la, like winning $1 000 000 gitu, hehe. The money can do duit hantaran k, hahaha! :P:P I can guarantee he'll find me crazy after reading this. And result of winning? Muscle strain. And he still had his morning run just now. I don't know how guys manage to do it. (Impressed for awhile.) Talking about soccer, I'm still learning about the theory. Surrounded by boys here, what d'you expect. I used to see abang and dad play takraw at the court when I was still four, and I love it. Then they brought me to see a football match when we were still staying in Bedok, the atmosphere? Awesome. That's all there is to it, haha. Then I hated soccer for no reason, then I started to get interested again. If you throw me soccer ball, I won't know what to do with it, but if you throw me racquet and tennis balls, I know. But still, I like to watch soccer now okay, eventhough I don't have any favourite players. Abang is a referee, so that doesn't count as a soccer player now right, cos all he does in his training is blow whistles and run around the tracks like crazy. He can be my favourite referee player. Maybe Hazli might be my first. And lastly, the one news which I've been counting down to is gonna be tomorrow morning! Yay. Hehe. Fetch, then erm. I still don't know what the plan is. Have preparation for SC event on the day itself, then SC event the next morning. Ahhh. Who goes back to school on a weekend? Before I widen this post til one full page, I guess this is it. I'll pujok him to update when he comes back kay. Love you dear, I'll see you tomorrow morning. :D:D
P.s. I'll love you til the end.
I finally watched that show, I know it's been eons. Shhh.
02 December 2009
To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn’t think could be real,
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can’t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, “I miss you?”
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I’m wasting away.
I know I’ll see you soon again, whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.
I MISS YOU - Incubus
“You have only been gone ten days,...”
That’s the only difference. I miss him.
And yea, three days and he’s finally home.
Have you grown fatter? Have you grown darker?
Haha. These are dumb questions to start off with.
Been always hearing his tired voice, I hope he comes back alive. I mean, awake alive.
“D Though sleeping til 3pm will be a must, I will close one eye for that, hehe. Love you my dear.
